Monday, April 25, 2011 ; 3:38 AM
Today is the first lesson in NP. Woke up too early and ended up in school at 6.35am when lesson start at 8am. -___-
First lesson was computer programming, Lecture.
After that was 3 hours of practical on computer programming. I kinda like that lesson.
Den was 2hr break. Went to Makan Place to find Pierre, Ck and shine. Went to buy books after that. They went for their lesson and i went to find my classmate.
Next lesson was ELTech.
ELTech=Physics -__-
Since we didn't had any lecture class for eltech, we just need to do 8 qns for the tutorial. And i couldn't even solve the basic and easy 8 qns. HAix. Physics is my weakness.
I actually intended to take Basketball as my cca, but looks like they didn't contact me on the trials. So forget it, i'm joining EES.
Alright, that's all for today. I shall go and rest now. Bye.
i'm nothing without you.
Friday, April 22, 2011 ; 10:39 PM
Well well, looks like my blog has been forgotten alrd. Hahahas!! I'm like blogging and talking to myself. Hmmm.... Nvm, im used to it alrd.
Everyday, i'm just thinking of how to survive and move on. Being unable to dance really suck. Makes me feel like i have no purpose in life. Hmm.... When will i recover from this injury? Or is it gonna be permanent? Haix. Well well, this is life. Everything is fated. From the people you will meet, the things you will see, etc.
i'm nothing without you.
Thursday, April 21, 2011 ; 9:12 AM
After a few months, i'm back to blogging again. I didn't know why i suddenly would come back to blogging. Guess i have too much things that i want to say out but i couldn't find anyone to do so.
Today:NP's FOW is over. Today is the last day, i didn't attend. Reason is because i had a fever. I was sick. Saw the photos on facebook, i just admire those that were there. Wish i was able to be there too. :(
Health: My spine, it's hurting again. My spine was injured a few months ago. Till now, it hurts alot when i'm moving around. Is this really the end of my dream of being a dancer?? Time will tell. Haix.
Family: life is as per normal. I just want my mum to be happy, that's all.
Love: sometimes, i really wished that i have never met you.. Because i didn't know i would fall for you. Even if i do know, i won't know i would fall for you this hard. Is this fated? I wanted to tell you how much i love you, but i just can't. Not that i don't dare or what, but i just can't. I hope i can let go of this feeling asap..
I may look happy on the outside. But sometimes, inside me, i'm not happy at all.
All my true emotions are contained inside. Only those close to me will know how i really felt...
i'm nothing without you.
