Thursday, April 21, 2011 ; 9:12 AM
After a few months, i'm back to blogging again. I didn't know why i suddenly would come back to blogging. Guess i have too much things that i want to say out but i couldn't find anyone to do so.
Today:NP's FOW is over. Today is the last day, i didn't attend. Reason is because i had a fever. I was sick. Saw the photos on facebook, i just admire those that were there. Wish i was able to be there too. :(
Health: My spine, it's hurting again. My spine was injured a few months ago. Till now, it hurts alot when i'm moving around. Is this really the end of my dream of being a dancer?? Time will tell. Haix.
Family: life is as per normal. I just want my mum to be happy, that's all.
Love: sometimes, i really wished that i have never met you.. Because i didn't know i would fall for you. Even if i do know, i won't know i would fall for you this hard. Is this fated? I wanted to tell you how much i love you, but i just can't. Not that i don't dare or what, but i just can't. I hope i can let go of this feeling asap..
I may look happy on the outside. But sometimes, inside me, i'm not happy at all.
All my true emotions are contained inside. Only those close to me will know how i really felt...
i'm nothing without you.
